oneandahalfminutes

2012-02-07T20:17:00.001+08:00

I would never forget you <3

2012-02-06T23:13:00.002+08:00

At my wedding I want bright sunflowers and a thousand years by christina perri playing in the background during dinner hehehehe

2012-02-01T23:39:00.002+08:00

Well its February now.....how fast time flies right.

My mother thinks that studying is easy and she keeps on repeating that " if i ever had a chance to study, if i had financial support i wouldn't be whining like you and your brother."

OK. I am thankful that my parents are supporting my education and i don't have to worry about anything else except to study BUTTTT you don't have to put it like I DON'T PUT IN EFFORT INTO MY STUDIES. I would love to study if it only doesn't suck my blood every time I try to do so. Plus, now that i'm in poly studying isn't all about books there are dreadful projects too. SO it really furies me every time my parents had to say that. You don't know how tough the standards of education here now okay. grrrrrrrr.

And and to those JC kids who thinks poly is for slackers should really really shut. Been hearing this numerous times and im sick of it. IS NOT THAT EASY UNLESS YOU EXPERIENCE IT. IT'S NEVER EASYY.

2012-01-30T22:37:00.001+08:00

Happy you called, sad to hear the news :( but it's okay its not that far and its not as if you're half across the world haha

2012-01-24T22:00:00.000+08:00

As the light dims by the clouds

The memories that are as cold as the raindrops that are pounding down the window

Are grabbing onto my heart

Sunk in the longing that gets heavier as time passes

Can I travel back time?

If you hug me just like you did before

Then I will be better

I follow the wet and rainy road

And look back to our memories

The blurry rain reminds me of you

And you fill up in my tears

It scatters – the times you were with me, the memories you were with me

Can I travel back time and hug you just like before?

Just for once, even if it’s last

I’ll be better

2012-01-18T18:52:00.002+08:00

I'm tired, mentally and physically. I hope you know that I'm not perfect. Nothing I do pleases you. I'm probably one of the people in your life that you are so emabarassed of.

I live and breathe here, not for you. But for myself. Although I know you're the reason I am born into this world but you have no right to take control of my life for yourslef.

aahhhhhhh

2012-01-16T23:05:00.002+08:00

thank you so much for everything you've given me. haha and im sorry im nt able to open up to you as much as i would love to. hope you'll understand A.

XOXO

2012-01-14T21:55:00.001+08:00

Seeing how pretty it is.......i don't know if i can ever have the heart to write in it HAHAHAHA

2012-01-13T20:54:00.001+08:00

Meeting ashraf in abit! to pass me something from his trip! hehehehehe

I hope he bought the stuffs i told him to! And also i get to see my little cousins in awhile since they will be following him! It's been a long time :)

2012-01-10T19:39:00.002+08:00

"you don't have to hide your flaws. i have flaws, you have flaws, other people have flaws...human all have flaws. we're not perfect, and never was made to be one. so you don't have to hide your vulnerablity towards me. i like you, for you. and nothing else matters. once in a while I would appreciate it very much....if you'll lean on me...or ask me for help....or at least show me ur a tiny winy bit vulnerable"

HAHAH yaya papaya :))))) thnks uh

2012-01-08T22:52:00.003+08:00

omgg im MORE worried for his o level results than i was ever worried for mine,last few yrs ago..HAHAH! Shall pray for him, hope he gets his dream choice of school and he's happy with whtever he gets.if he goes to my school, that would be awesomee hehe. hope he does well though. If not, all my effort of going down to my block at 10pm to teach him this and that, will go to waste. *crosses fingers* shall nervously wait for his call tmrw. but he did say if he dosent score well, he'll not call me. grrrrrr.

P.S: if you're reading this now! all the best! :))))

hehe (remember this) the fake hello kitty home slippers?

GOOODDD LUCKKKYYY!

2012-01-08T00:46:00.002+08:00

One reason why I don't call back an unknown number, it's because i'm scared....that one day it might be you.

2012-01-04T23:13:00.002+08:00

i actually care...but you dont seem to realise the current situation im in now. Sometimes you have to stop thinking that world revolves around you. and only you. ok. if you cnt understand wht im trying very hard to comprehend to you, then i guess its nt worth of my time anymore. i FUCKING HATE when you dnt understand. its not that you dont, its just that u nv listen. ever. sigh. byebye

2012-01-01T16:32:00.001+08:00

Seriously hate two faced people. I find it disgusting, you make me nauseate every time you act like that. How do you live the life you're living with that kind of attitude. DISGUSTING

2011-12-21T18:52:00.002+08:00

I remember the moment telling you what I hate and what I love, and you look back at me thinking I was weird. It took you a while to remember but then when you finally did I felt touched. I thought you'd do the same thing for anyone, but when I found out you didn't, I felt overwhelmed. At times, you can be stupidly irritating and obnoxious, but sometimes you look sincere and vulnerable( in a good way). Thank you for everything :))

2011-11-30T21:52:00.003+08:00

Ya I'm useless. I'm the most useless daughter you ever had. I'm good at nothing but creating problems. I'm an embarrassment to you. I've never made you proud. Never ever. And maybe sometimes you think I'm a prick in your life. Nothing but just something that holds you back down.

Ya I feel like a total loser writing this now. A loser. That's how much you have deeply hurt me cutting me deep. But i daren't say a thing cause i respected you and loved you with all my heart. But you never ever ever ever ever ever ever know how much you have hurt me.

2011-11-23T17:44:00.002+08:00

Terrible week. I'm tired. Menatlly and physically. I'm worried. Worried about you. Worried about everything. I want you to be healthy, I don't want you to grow old and suffer. I want the best for you. please get better soon.

2011-11-09T21:03:00.002+08:00

Saw this quote on a person's blog.

"Anything that burned, had a sparked"

That's deep.

2011-11-09T15:24:00.001+08:00

okayyyy gonna take a nap to lay off this "pissed-off-ness" and meet ashraf at night later to rant.

2011-11-09T15:20:00.001+08:00

Sigh, fucking pissed off. Really can't wait for this month to end. Seriously.

2011-11-01T21:47:00.003+08:00

Ok it's official. I must be the most unluckiest person ever. I mean seriously, for 2 sems, I've been in a different class from my close buddies and how is that they are all in the same class together?! Seriously, this is so fucked up. I think the school system has a grudge against me or something. Or maybe i am just pure unlucky.

But complaining and ranting out is all useless i suppose. Guess, I've to just look this "incident" from another angle, another point of view. Try to pyscho myself out from this horrible situation. Ok i shall start with, i am happy that my timetable is not that totally screwed up. I don't have school on thursday so that shall make it a little bit better.Right? And....not being in the same class as my buddies allows me to get to know other people too? Made friends with new people. And maybe enemies too? HAHA. no just kidding.

Ok being able to blog out like this feels awesomee cause i know no one's reading so i don't feel pressurize haha. I hope no one reads. LOL. byeeeeee

2011-09-30T17:33:00.002+08:00

I have gone through so much this year, that has turn me stronger. I believe that everytime you meet someone new, a stranger, there will always be a reason. And certain situations are meant to happen to shape your future.

2010-12-27T18:45:00.002+08:00

I'm taking a chance here. But i'll keep this space, because of the memories i've build and kept.
www.neveryourstobeginwith.tumblr.com

2010-11-21T23:10:00.003+08:00

To see how much blooger have changed, makes me feel a tiny bit guilty to abandon this plcae of mine. haha. I've lost the sense of touch in blogging. I have decided to revive this place again. Because i have time on omy hands now, but not long later it will be gone. yikesss. Okay, so 2011 is coming! my beautigul, glorious 2010 is coming to an end :( oh. why do i feel so sad, i dont know. hahah.

"I've got wisdom of a wizard and a courage of a warrior.
Dont mess with me"

2010-08-06T22:03:00.002+08:00

IM BACK. DO YOU MISS ME? ^^

2010-07-08T21:49:00.002+08:00

I'm currently down with a little bit of flu, but i am feeling much better than earlier this morning.

I am so happy that my group finished the report already, and we don't have to rush. yeay. can't wait for this sat, i hope i'll be feeling much more better.

2010-07-03T21:14:00.002+08:00

Just gonna stand there and wtch me burn.

That's alright because i like the way it hurts.

Just gonna stand there and watch me cry.

That's alright because i love the way you lie.

No,not really.But it does hurts.

Awww, bommie!

2010-06-29T21:53:00.002+08:00

Everybody ,wants to be a somebody in this world.
But unfortunately, not everybody gets the chance to do so.
Even if i didnt have the chance, i know i'll always be your somebody in your life.

I am drowning in the piles of work and i hope that this week pass by so fast. I can't wait for friday where i can have the weekends to slack and then worry about my mock test for access later. By the way, got back almost every test paper except for econs, and i have to say i am pretty much contented with the grades i got. hehe

2010-06-27T22:24:00.002+08:00

WGM!~

Omg, i melted in front of the computer screen just by looking at him. Omg damn sweet, i can cry.

Grrrr, omg omg omg. argh, omg omg omg. Speechless, there's no other words i can say right now except for OMG. Suju's other, is nice! whoopwhoop. oh shit.

2010-06-26T13:10:00.002+08:00

Just for today ;D

2010-06-25T21:45:00.001+08:00

Take my hand, i'll take the lead.
Every turn will be safe with me.
Dont be afraid, afraid to fall.
You know i'll catch you, through it all.

2010-06-25T20:17:00.003+08:00

This picture reminds me of GLEE.

Tmrw is the WEEKENDSSS!!!

2010-06-24T18:22:00.002+08:00

Fuck, fuck, fuck. Fuck everyhting. grrrrrrrrrrrrr.

This is not a proper post, i just need a place to vent my so called 'frustrations' here :(

2010-06-20T11:15:00.005+08:00

Fuck it man. I think i should stop putting my hopes up too high. Cause im sick and tired of being dissapointed again and again. And the worst thing about it is, it hurts so bad.

I just have this "miss" feeling inside of me. And i dont know why. I was listening to sezairi's broken a while ago and i got to admit that the song is pretty nice. Never really noticed it till just now. So tommorow is back to school and i cant really express how i feel right now, cause one moment i will be all happy to finally meet my friends but the next i feel like ahh shit i'll be a no lifer again. Yeah i am a spoilt brat, i get angry when i dont get what i want. Frustration, you can say. But everybody feels that way when they dont get what they want right? I mean dont tell you'll feel all happy not getting what you hope for? So these past few days i have been thinking about my 'path in life'. I don't really know now, if i want to start working straight away after getting a diploma or get into a uni(be it local or overseas). But now, i feel like taking a year off after i graduate, go work then see how. Or, if i get super super good grades and i can enter a local uni, i'll be contented. But still getting into a uni is my first priority.

I am damn, damn annoyed right now. If i suddenly burst into outrage dont blame me. Im like that. Always have been. I feel like just putting everything on a halt and sleep. Why am i so easily agitated? I hate it. Cause i dont want to end up hurting people who cares about me, with my harsh comments. When im annoyed i am straightforward like, word vomit. I tend to just let everything off my chest that i've kept. I know there is more to life than this, but i am tired of pyscho-ing myself.

I guess its true, during your deep darkest moments, when you feel like the walls around you are closing in, when everybody turns and shuns you away like a parasite, there will always be a person that stands by you holding you up like a crutch-preventing you from falling. One thing i hate, is when a person tells me it will be okay, when its not-clearly. Its like telling me i won't die when i jump from a ten story building-ridiculous.

fuck everything. I need a moment to myself.

2010-06-15T21:14:00.004+08:00

We all need somebody to love.

Today i dont think i'll be sleeping late, cause im meeting my group mates tmrw. soo no late night for me today. haha, oh and how i met your mother series is awesomee. Saturday, i shall catch up on my big bang theory episodes. whoopwhoop. BYE!

fuhhhh

2010-06-13T21:37:00.000+08:00

Blogger, has a new application. hehe.

2010-06-09T23:07:00.018+08:00

Whoopwhoop.

Hello, people. Pictures above are from my class chalet. More on FB ;D.

So i met up with pei si , jia ying and aniz first, before going to the chalet.Cause im afraid i might not be able to find the place. haha. (im never good with directions, im always blurr, and i find it hard to explain to a person the location im at).haha. Since Aniz was late, we went off first and fetched her later on at ehub. We went to put our bags at the chalet then went off to play arcade. Another ,whoopwhoop. Oh ya before that we tried this "virtual ride thingy", quite fun i must say. After all that, we went back to chalet to fill up our hungry stomachs.Actually the first reason we decided to go back, because we forgot that we planned to do commskills project.In the end, we ended up not doing..... hehe. Then we played, truth or dare, cards ummm i cant remember playing anything else. I guess? Truth or dare was amusing and stupid at the same time. Haha, stupid because the 'dare' was all weird like hold your breath for 60s and even worse lick your partners armpit. eeeewww. Afterwards, we went to watch a late night movie but aniz didnt tag along, she went home first. Killers was awesome, and pei si was right, ashton kutcher is hot . And he's sweet AT THE SAME TIME.AWWW. ;D Never realise that. haha. Alright, thank you guys for an awesome day!! hehe XOXO. Its quite summarised, uh? hahah.

P.S: pei si i owe you $17. HAHA ;D

2010-06-05T23:23:00.003+08:00

I laughed at someone's blog post. No not in a bad way, nothing humilating, just purely funny. Things i would never thought of, ridiculous, but true :) Why can't i just express how i truly feel? argh, seriously i got no guts. argh, im off to bed.

2010-06-05T14:47:00.004+08:00

L.O.V.E :)

I know i've been gone for along time. And this blog of mine is all dried up. My mid sem tests are over, just yesterday. Well, i don't know how i faired for it but i hope its good news. hehe. Today i woke up at 12. I had a very very nice calming sleep. haha. And there were ABOSULTELY no notes beside my bed, or under my pillow. Just my bed and my bed sheets.Yesterday after my paper ended, argh CTOS, i met up with s and we went bugis to 'window shop' and to JCO for donuts to just chill. Very nice indeed. Okay so my holidays are finally here. Its not really a holiday given the amount of projects i have to do; due submission when school reopens on the 21st.

Okay putting aside schoolwork and stuff. My life have been pretty much nothing and everything at the same time. I use to wonder what my life would be after O's, but really theres nothing its pretty much the same. haha. Ok lah, theres abit of a difference but the amount of stress is the same. or maybe even more. I seriously think those people who thinks poly life is all about slacking and partying 24/7 should seriously get a reality check. haha or easy said go die lah! not literally. Just a figuritive speech. True?

Aaaahh, the weekends. My favourite :) Oh and i have a class chalet on the 7th, hehe, can't wait to see how it goes. I hope it will be fun :D

2010-05-16T18:08:00.004+08:00

Hello, everyone! I have about exactly 15 minutes to update this blog. Hehe. Currently i am reading my lecture slide on colours and text type. Like how colours have different categories such as primary, secondary and tertiary. And then there are also sub groups to these 3 different groups. Okay irrelevant information. It has been one month since i started my new adventure in this new school. Hehe. Everything's been fine, except for the workload that is piling up, but dont worry i am not that deep in shit, yet? ok no no, i must learn to mange my time well :) My mid sem-tests are coming soon, yikesss. But the one thing i am loving, for now, is definately accounting. hehe. i guess miss cai build up my foundation quite strong in POA,that i am able to still remember what she taught me during sec 3 and 4. And i am loving not being 'lost' in lecture.woohoo. okay bye bye!

2010-05-09T21:02:00.004+08:00

HAHA.

Day 03: A song that makes you happy
I guess this song will do. HAHA. Its more of giving me determination? cause of the phrase when i get older, i will be stronger.....

2010-05-09T16:50:00.000+08:00

i heart this story :D HEHE.

2010-05-01T20:28:00.002+08:00

Sorry i simply cant find time, and time cant find me to update this blog. After this i still got accounting to do so my posts will be short.
Day 02: My least favourite song
I'm sorry to those who's a fan of this song. I just don't get it, women being compared to candy? eyyeer.. I mean if its a diamond shop, i don't mind, so at least women are as precious as diamonds. And not to forget expensive too. Its just my perspective of this song, no hard feelings :D
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SRcnnId15BA

2010-04-30T22:43:00.002+08:00

Why do us-human beings, always tend to rejoice at another's misfortune? Does it make us any better? Does it make us any stronger?

2010-04-25T12:21:00.003+08:00

OK, i 've decided to do the 30 day song challenge, challenged by cp, ya its so obvious cause it reads there on my tagboard. haha. Anyway its good for my blog, to prevent it from decaying, and its also good for you people who're interested to know what lameshit songs i listen to everyday when i go to school. Obviously, my first week of 'poly-life' is over....but theres definately more to come. Duhh.

Day 01: My favourite song
Its never easy to have a favourite song, and i still dont have one, but i think this song will do.
I found this song 'naturally', so i think thats why i have a certain attachment to it. LOL. enjoy :D

2010-04-17T20:22:00.007+08:00

Hello, alright, so officially my orientation is over. And now i am waiting for school to start and i'll start cursing at life, all over again. Haha, lets hope not? My class timetable is really 'speechless'. I have a 2hr break, so what am i suppose to do? I just hope i don't get lethargic, cause most of my classes are in the afternoon, and i end school at 6. whoopwhoop.

Anyway, i want to apologize to s for her late bday celebration, which is still not held yet. I promise it will be awesome okay :)

And look what i found. Haha, see this is why i 'love' my life so much :D
Okay, bye! many many loves!

2010-04-14T20:29:00.018+08:00

This is for shikin, my f21 :)

Today, a trip to clementi where i made friends with nature :)
s, claims she looks hot in one of these pic, care to guess which one. errrr

This was tuesday night, under the stars with a cup of coffee in our hands :)(see azhar, he very shy2, HAHAHA!)

2010-04-12T21:48:00.002+08:00

Today 'something' made me happy. And i still am. But its a pity, you see, i wanted to share this 'enlightening' time of my life with you guys. But i seem to have misplaced my memory card reader somewhere. So i guess tomorrow then. hehe.

Now is Ateek's chat type, Lesson 1.1:
My laugh:
HAHAHAHA!: Means explosive laughter, loud and continuous
HAHAH: Just explosive, usually for something shocking a person did or something stupid
hahahaha: normal laugh
Hehe: My sinister/shy laugh, if i did something wrong or paisehh cause i said something wrong.
Heh: My grin, usually use if a person do something which is lame or not funny
HEHE: This is my 'act cute' laugh(don't be confuse with my sinister laugh)
Muahahaha: This is my 'try-to-be-funny-laugh' but usually most people find it lame or irritating
Huhu: My 'kuku' laugh, i rarely use
Hoho: During christmas, i'll use this.

P.S: i gt nothing to post abt 8D

2010-04-09T20:22:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday! Thank you, for showering me with your upmost sincere love, for always being by the family side, for giving me strength when i need, for being there when we need you, for putting up with my childish acts, and lastly for bringing me up for 17 years and counting and not once you said you regret to have a daughter like me. With your sweat and toil you spent everyday at work, earning money to support the family, to give me the best education i could have and also to put a roof over my head.

You both are like my northern stars. Another year you aged, i thank allah. I cannot hope for you to be immortal, cause every human being dies, but i hope you stay till i build a family of my own. And till i make you proud. Selamat ulang tahun.XOXO.

2010-04-08T18:01:00.002+08:00

Hi there, im back. Camp was great, although it was tiring. I get to make new friends. Hehe. I hope that we all will be in touch. If any of you're reading this, if you happen to pass by my blog, thank you so much for an awesome three days. and tag my blog, so i know. hehe. at first i was definately reluctant to go, but i guess its worth it now. And now its the school orientation which is on the 15-for business school students i hope to see you guys there, alright. I have to keep this short, cause im going to soak my feet in hot water. aaaaaahhh.

2010-04-04T14:36:00.001+08:00

HEHE 8D

2010-04-01T23:17:00.005+08:00

It reads: HAPPY SEXY 17 ATEEK.

I just got back from a very, very awesome, fantabulous, amazing day out with my two bestest friends. Well since the events that happen today is stil freshly etched in my mind, and i still have enough energy in me, i better blog now, before i forgot any important details. My birthday was 4 days ago, but i couldn't celebrate with the two s's cause mainly one got school, and the other was busy. So we celebrated my b'day today! i've got the cake that i wanted and i got to experience something new. And, i even got a lunch treat from these two people! And i think they are pyschic or something cause i didnt tell them that i wanted that cake. Seriously, i gave them absolutely no hints at all. And when shikin said that we're going somerset, i thought we were going shopping or just chill. Then she said actually ah, we getting your cake. Then i was like already pysch, hoping it was that that cake, but then come to think again, it was impossible, i mean probably it was some other cake but not that cake.But they surprise me, with the cake i actually wanted. Freaky or what?hehe.plus, it was beautifully decorated 8D. I got a future baker as a friend. LOL!

Before to somerset, we had lunch at pizza hut, then after somerset, we went to marina barrage. We went there to fly kite. Flying a kite is no simple matter, without that guy help we would never know where we went wrong. haha, that point of time i wish ms sakinah was there so she could help us with her physic theory. haha, jk only. yeay, after days of slacking at home, i finally got out and about. haha. I had fun.Even though, my legs hurt,ache so badly it was definitely worth it.

The amount of photos, the three of us took, is unbelievable. As though, its for a magazine catalog.haha.They say that the more the merrier, but today is an exception, cause these two people brought me such great joy. awwwww! I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH, ALRIGHT! THANK YOU FOR TODAY. MUACCKKKSS, XOXO.Okay many, many loves! And goodnight i need my beauty sleep.8D

P.S: i'll post more photos soon. shikin i'll send you the pics soon.

2010-03-31T20:43:00.002+08:00

If someone said three years from now, you'll be long gone

I'll stand up and punch their mouth, cause they're all wrong.

Cause I know better.

2010-03-29T20:07:00.004+08:00

Thank you so much to those who've wished me a happy birthday via text, phonecall, msn, and actually meeting me up personally. Love you people to bits.so what did i do for my birthday this year?My father decided to treat the whole family to mad jack, near simpang bedok, the food was average, not as good as carousel, err duhh.hahaha.Nothing beats, a nice hearty-family meal! hehe. Afterwards, its shopping time at parkway parade. I bought a brothers and bray bag, which is really, really pretty. hehe. then, home.....26 march, is always a day worth remembering for me.

P.S:Faddd!! thank you eh for the 'birthday-wish-call', totally didn't expect you to remember my birthday, since now you're so busy with schoolwork and girl scouts. And to others which was there too. heee. study hard and smart for your upcoming o's! good luck, alright!

2010-03-25T17:09:00.006+08:00

PHOTO SPAM.
Its suppose to be 26 actually. LOL.

P.S: Thank you, azhar, for your wireless a/c. although pakai pun tk guna psl internet slow and laggy.HAHAHAHA 8D

I'll post more up, when i feel like it. okay bye, many many loves!

2010-03-23T15:37:00.004+08:00

awesome.
(the second its the original ver.)

http://www.youtube.com/user/YoungArtistHaitiVEVO
http://www.youtube.com/user/BigmanHBL#p/u/7/iC8V8S_REhk

So many wars, settling scores
Bringing us promises, leaving us poor
I heard them say, love is the way
Love is the answer, that’s what they say,
But look how they treat us, make us believers
We fight their battles, then they deceive us
Try to control us, they couldn’t hold us
Cause we just move forward like Buffalo Soldiers

2010-03-17T20:52:00.004+08:00

I love it when a 'person' leaves a message for me whenever im offline. So when i actually go online, i will be greeted by a message, and it feels good, cause at least i know that that 'person' actually was hoping for me to be online. awwww. I know its nothing big, but these little things makes me feel appreciated. haha, double-awww.

I am going to have a new room soon. HAHA, 'new room' cause I have been sharing my room with my brother all this while. But i dont feel like i am sharing a room, since he is always away at tekong. I was suppose to move out into my new room about 2 years ago, but im afraid.....of being in a room by myself. HAHA. i know, im a coward. But now i think im ready! Besides, im already 17 and hes 20, so we each need our own space.

Speaking of age, im turning a year older 'offcially' in about 9 more days? And im definitely excited about it, cause my parents are planning to treat me to a nice restaurant, and they say that my wish shall be their command on that day ONLY.haha, nevertheless its still a, yeay! I am just looking forward into spending this most 'sacred' day, moment, time -of my life with my all so wonderful friends and families who has been my side forever. awww. and be thankful that i've lived for 17 years?haha.

Last year, i think i dissapointed my parents abit. I think. They don't show it but i think they are. They're always like that. I have really 'big shoes' to fill, in terms of expectations-academically. ok, enough said. many, many loves.

2010-03-10T22:17:00.000+08:00

A for? i made it for my desk 8)

2010-03-07T15:04:00.009+08:00

PHOTO SPAM,taken a very very long time ago. 8)

2010-03-06T18:50:00.007+08:00

On thursday, was my 'keep to yourself day'. And it was a very enjoyable experience, i suppose. The whole purpose of it is to collect my medical report, actually, but i had no one to accompany me :( The bus ride was a nice one. Long bus rides are always pleasant and peaceful, in a way, that you just plug in your earphones to your ipod and shuffle your songs, never knowing what song is coming up next. And as the music change, your mood changes too. And watching the sky turn mellow and darker, as time proceeds, is heart warming.
Seeing children dashing across the zebra crossing, seeing an indian man going on a date with his indonesian girlfriend, seeing a boy selfishly sit without offering his seat to an old nyonya, seeing a young boy being scolded by his mom, seeing an ah beng speak loudly on his handphone, seeing couples arguing in public, seeing people in uniform walking home together;aww, i miss that. seeing alot of different things, people, acts.

HAHA.I always wonder what songs are on other people's playlists. BYE!

HEHE. many, many love.

2010-03-03T20:15:00.002+08:00

Today, my parents ask me, what do i want for my birthday, this year?awwww.
then i go, hmmmmm. surprise me! 8D. I should be sad im getting older. HAHA.
I'll update more of today,tommorow, since i had "surprising" encounters with some people.

2010-03-01T17:32:00.004+08:00

I'm so going to swensens-I already did. 8D

2010-02-25T21:18:00.010+08:00

Awww, miss you guys. And since my msn is creating trouble for me, i miss you guys more. HAHA. i can't go online. and thats frustrating cause i'm not able to chat with the regular people i chat with. Anyway today is not a very eventful day for me, tommorow will be better. i hope. I'm charging my laptop and its still charging. HAHA. hoping i can log on to my laptop's msn. Actually, its not really a laptop since its small and mini. Its actually a mini notebook? I have been listening to the radio these past few days, and many people are ranting about exmas coming up, especially those taking the o's this year(glad mine's over). They sound really stress up. Well soon it will be my turn. soon. when homework, projects and assignments are being thrown to me. Well, education is really important nowadays, no cert, no work. No work, no money. No money, no house, food, water, shopping, clothes, shoes, ipod and etc. Basically, it cuts off all your wants and needs. hehehe.
Okay im off to watch korean dramas now! GOS!

//sidetracked i cant believe people actually eat cats??wth. whats becoming of the world??lol.
And my cousin asked me earlier on today, what does this sign means, \m/. She thought it was fuck you. HAHAHA. then i told her it actually means 'love you' or something like that. but still, she didnt understand how that sign symbolizes 'love you'. haiyohh. -.- go research.

P.S: Shikin, anything just call me, alright? you can do it!! buat muka tembok! HAHA 8D
Raudhah! are you still on planet earth?? text me. asap.

2010-02-23T17:54:00.003+08:00

Hello! Yesterday my enrolment package came. Getting enroled to poly its really a very complicated procedure. So many things have to be done like medical checkups, online registration. And so many documents need to be submitted. Of course, I have doubts here and there but after re-reading the enrolment handbook, I kind of understood and able to see the whole picture now. Though, I am still uncertain of the deadline for the package/envelope to be submitted.I am almost half done. i think? i need to book an appointment with a clinic, to get me check up. aargghh! i hope they dont take my blood. Im afraid of needles. HAHA. So texted azhar, salleha and raudhah, yesterday. And azhar received his today. Raudhah is unreacheable. so yeah. Alright, this is a short post cause im off to watch IY now. Bye!

2010-02-20T18:22:00.000+08:00

ipod<3

2010-02-16T14:35:00.018+08:00

MUAHAHAHA. SHIKIN'S 17.Uploading these photos is total time consuming.hah. XOXO
Hey babe, you're already 17 and soon it will be my turn to grow older. I hope you're always showered with lotsa of love. And i hope you know that we will always be here, if you ever need help. Although we're in different schools now, we still must update each other about 'stuff'. HAHAH.You've been the greatest friend ever, helping me out in maths and geog. I remember during sec 2, it was so nice sitting beside you cause i never got lost in translation with the subjects, and you were always there to help me with assignments and stuff. I hope you ace your 'a' levels. Yeah, and now YOU'RE OLD! MUAHAHAHA
many, many loves ateek.

2010-02-15T17:43:00.004+08:00

Percy Jackson and the lightning thief, was hilarious, splendid and totally epic.HAHAH. Especially, the guy with goat legs? slater, i guess? Although the lead actress look kind of old, i guess its okay, maybe she's meant to look old. The special effects, were amazing.And there were several funny parts. I laugh quiet alot during this movie, ever since 'ice age', when i was in primary school. Yeah, since then this movie made me laugh till my stomach hurts. One line that i could vividly remember was the ..."this is a pen" then his face went blur and totally shock. And then there was ms dodds the evil flying creature slash teacher.HAHA. I thought a movie based on Greek mythology was going to be boring but i guess not. And i thought it was going to be another harry potter or twilight kind of movie, but it's different and more hilarious.I definitely enjoyed this movie. Okay till then many, many loves from ateek.

The way you love me..EH..EH
The way you love me..EH..EH
The way you love me..EH..EH
I think, I think, I think I'm losing control

2010-02-13T15:05:00.008+08:00

I have mixed emotions now. I feel like i can hurl anytime. Everybody I'm close with is of a different school. Let me emphasize on the 'different school' and not different courses. I don't actually mind if we're in a different course, can still meet in between breaks. But different schools, its kind of hard to meet each other. S got into NP, shikin is in TPJC, azhar is in SP and i only have raudhah now. This is the people who i can really talk to without feeling uncomfortable or high tensions building. and i'm a person where i hate when i couldn't really say what i want. or if i want to say something and that person didn't really get what I'm saying, I'll feel like a fool or a moron. This is so frustrating. Oh and wen. She's gone back to Thailand and gone to a school in aust to study art. so a high possible chance i won't get to see her anymore since she's miles away. that means i can only chat with her online. the best thing is she didn't even come back to take her o's result. Well, i understand, maybe. anyway if you're reading this, must come back to Singapore, for a holiday maybe?

Nevertheless, someone wise told me that life is all about meeting new people. And people learn from other people. If we stay with that person all your whole life what good is going to have on you. You study other people's behaviour, mind, character. And that build yourself too, mentally. The world is forever changing. and change has become the new constant. Everytime i try to psycho-talk myself, it will only last for a few minutes and then i'll start sighing. I need a job, and that person cheated my feelings. I seriously need a job, just to keep my mind off things. so please help me, i am not an expert in finding jobs, since I've no job experience.pfft.

Singapore's not that big. And public transport is always available. so meeting up with your friends is forever possible, it only depends on yourself. Well, i kind of a agree with that. During my vacation to kuantan-cherating. I feel like i was in a another dimension, and communicating with people there is hard since my malay is not that good. And they have a very funny accent that i dont quite understand. like they were speaking japanese to me. The most surprising thing is they dont have a public transport to take them to places around. And just to get to their city took several hours. If you travel in the morning, probably at night you'll reach the city. that long. In comparison to Singapore, that is a whole lot worse. So, i should be thankful. My vacation was an eye-opener for me. I realise that i have a lot to be greatful for. So instead of whining and complaining i should always be grateful for what i have and what i don't. Although the people in singapore are always rushing for time and pushing people if they don't ge their way, especially during jam packed days, i know deep down eveeryones nice. maybe? optimism takes you to great places, no? So S, stop cursing nyonyas or' some tall girl' if they push you, okay? they're just fighting for a place just like what we're doing.

HAPPY CNY-to whoever is celebrating

P.S: Percy J was awesome. and i don't mind for a second time. seriously. I;ll update this later for now, bye!

2010-02-07T20:49:00.001+08:00

Sorry for the lack of update. I was down with fever. and my nose keeps on bleeding-never ending. its better now. i'll update more when i've fully recovered. many, many loves.

2010-02-01T21:20:00.005+08:00

hehehe ^.^
//whispers, hello, i miss you quite terribly

2010-01-31T20:42:00.008+08:00

OMGYES! the SHINee oppas came today, at lot 1 mall near yio chu kang mrt..or issit chua chukang. I forgot since both ends with kang. Every member is considered as an oppa to me except taemin. sad.he's the same age as me but he's just a few months younger.ohoho. I didnt get to see them, cause there were full of ppl there. Shikin went early with her pri friends at 6. wahhh, she damn enthu abt shinee. hahaha. i went with rau and s later on in the afternoon thus we could not see them cause the amt of fangirls there was really surprising. and their screams, most irritating of all. And some girl fainted, hahaha, abit extreme, dont you think? it was stuffy and hot and the air con there was just simply useless. So anyway i didnt get to take pics too, but shikin did so i cn just see from hers. and i had this feeling taemin was going to wear a green jacket, pfft, i dont think so, though. They must be seriously shocked to see how many screaming girls they have in singapore, this tiny little red dot. tears were being seen everywhere, like a funeral just ended, this is like even worse than the release of o level results. hahah. It was my first time doing things like this and it was a good adventure. To see people's reactions. be it mad, sad or happy. Or for me, irritated. There were plenty of chinese girls than malay girls. I understand why.HAHA. S, went with me today just to enjoy the atmosphere, hahaha shes NOT really a fan. haha. And raudhah say thank you to your dad for me for bringing us there. hehe. thanks a bunch. I would really love to try to this again, sometime. maybe when 2ne1 or big bang reaches singapore?? And i think if girls generation were to come to singapore, guys would be the first one to be there instead us, girls.right cp? haha. Well, many many loves from, ateek.

P.S: i hope shinee would enter my dream, tonight :]

2010-01-29T21:53:00.003+08:00

One,
I'm biting my tongue
Two,
He's kissin' on you
Three,
Oh, why can't you see?
One! Two! Three! Four!
I never get sick,
listening to this.
woo, it rhymes. muahahaha

2010-01-28T15:39:00.004+08:00

I just came back from my holiday. And my blog is beginning to stagnate. The sunrise there was beautiful, like it gives me a ray of hope and a sense of belief that god is forever the greatest. Therefore my new cannon ixus is full of pictures of the sunrise there and its really superb. its the bomb! hehe. My family and i decided to get away from the hustle and bustle here and go to a little tiny 'kampung' style of resort. On the 27th was the release of the posting results and i got into TP. I guess its okay but then i had a change of heart and wanted to go to SP or NYP instead cause i wanted a change of environment but come to think of it its not worth it cause i may just get sick and tired of it. haha. so no, i decided not to. maybe? i am very fickle minded girl. Anyways, my life so far has been pretty great and wonderful. haha. lifes short and i dont want to live to regret. so instead of all the negativity its better to have a postive mindset.

My family has been the only people i trust with all of my heart and i love them with my most sincere love. People can say anything about me. But i hate it when people say stuffs about my family. I understand when people judge me, they judge my family too. So to this person, which i doubt she'll ever read my blog, you can just shut that big trap of yours which is full of shit and go to hell cause i dont give a damn about your freaking criticism. and dont tell me what to do. its my future and you're just another person who is not important to me, who have no say in what i do or what i believe. So to summarise this, i hate you actually. so dont get involve in my life.

Okay, anger release. Bye!

2010-01-16T16:38:00.003+08:00

Yeah, gotta start
lookin at the hand of the time we've been given here
this is all we got and we gotta start pickin it
every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
gotta live like we're dying

We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
turn it all around or throw it all away
we gotta tell 'em that we love 'em

YEAH!

2010-01-08T15:12:00.003+08:00

I've deleted the previous post. its an hour already. hahaha. Besides its not good to demoralise a person. tsk tsk. sorry.
My brother found this awesome remix of the best of pop songs in 2009. I honestly think its nicely done putting all the best songs into one. so i think you guys should check it out.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iNzrwh2Z2hQ

2010-01-06T14:54:00.003+08:00

Its a new year but it dosent feel like one. I guess the atmosphere's different this year. In a way that i dont have to get up early for school anymore and put on that uniform i sometimes hate. And yelling at my brother to hurry cause i need to use the toilet. Well, i dont have to yell at him in the morning now or till 2011 since he's always away at camp. He says NS is a bore and cant wait to end all of this shit so he can go NUS to study and get it done with with his education, since now he's done with sispec all he have to do is to train the newbies which is pretty much to slackkk. My lifestyle is changing because of all this. I don't know why but im the type that hate changes cause it takes me some time to adapt. I'm not the automated-adapter kind of person. I wish i could. I kept thinking ahead like how i will celebrate my birthday this year. Will it be with the usuals i celebrate with or someone new? When will my finger nails grow perfectly? or when will i kick the habit of biting my finger nails when im nervous? HAHA.to sidetracked abit- my nail bed is beyond hope but i like them this way because if it wasn't the way they are, i wouldn't be me. anyway, short small finger nails are way cuter than long sharp ones. Besides, i wouldnt have to worry if they chip or something and i wouldnt need dumb manicure or pedicure which is a waste of money; unless you're a rich tai tai lah.

Nowadays what i usually do is help my mom with the chores and watch korean variety shows which is ubber funny. I laugh with myself and i find that abit insane. HAHA. Then when its 2 i will say 'yeay! its the end of school' and mimic the tune of the school bell. HAHAHA. That one is more insane lah. I miss school because i miss my teachers and my classmates. When you have free time on your fingers you tend to sit and ponder about ridiculous things you never thought of. I wonder who miss sakinah is teaching? I wonder who's her 'favourite student now'? And i wonder if mr teo still uses his ninja tactics to get our attention into chemistry? or what funny jokes mdm noreha is telling her class now? or even who is getting on her nerves now? osee so many questions. aiyoo. ohh and what type of skirt ms cai is wearing today? haha. that one is classic cause its and inside joke. i really hope to ace poa. plspls. ok stop.

SIDETRACKED//i've learn a new way to avoid showing people im nervous and i think people should try to. when in awkward situation.....PRETEND TO DO YOUR HAIRR. hahaha. OK.

I've got a riddle, what can you make with a fish and sticks?.......FISH STICKSS!!! Ok, just bare with me, im getting through a roughperiod of time now. I would appreciate if you(who is reading now) would laugh hysterically. gooood.

I can't wait for 25th cause im leaving singapore to a special getaway.muahahah. ok bye!

P.S: shikin has finally revived her lj.a round of applause.hahaha.

2010-01-01T20:49:00.001+08:00

Its 2010. Wow, a year has passed and i certainly hope 2010 will be much better than 2009. cheers. keke :D

2009-12-30T19:47:00.002+08:00

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
I cant believe i am getting myself frustrated over a silly computer game which is freaking irritating. And when i say its irritating dosent mean the game is boring or anything its just because i always ended up losing. hehe.

2009-12-27T00:02:00.003+08:00

I am a very happy girl today because something special is coming at my front door by 31 dec. yeay. all those months of not shopping finally paid off. haha. guess which is mine? i bet my lovelies already know the answer to this.
On a random note, someone is feeling very upset right now. Like the world is crashing in, boxing in all emotions into one. I can understand, to have nobody at times to turn to. I feel like shes being irresponsible not replying your text. And i agree, that she will only reply, once singapore experience snow. hah. I hope that this blow over soon.so everybody can put their mind at ease.

2009-12-20T17:54:00.006+08:00

Moisturizing is the best for burn skin.yeahwoohoo.
Having fair skin gives you both pros and cons. Let's see the cons.First,You get sunburn easily. Second,People can see if you're blushing when you're embarrassed. Thirdly,After you're sunburn you shed the burn skin and you will look like a disfigured mummy. aahhh. But its okay, the sun gives you vitamin k which will revitalize your skin making it more healthier. At least now the stinging 'sensation' is gone. My skin is healing, i no longer look like a disfigured mummy. hah.
P.S: FAD! go online so i can send you the pics.
(see all the 'glowing faces')

2009-12-16T13:42:00.007+08:00

I had fun yesterday with the two lovely babes. & yes i suck at directions but at least we got there.
I will update more when i transfer the pics to the computer.
On a random note, i want to introduce you guys to someone, her name is PB. And she has the most adorable way of eating. Dont mind the audio.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ykMKe0YE8Cs
P.S: i cant wait for carousel! Salleha, cepat confirm ehh.

2009-12-14T23:30:00.004+08:00

everywhere i go, i see fake diamonds.
everywhere i go, i see you.
omo.omo.
I can't decide between an ipodnano or an ipod classic. arrghh.
Which one? i better turn in now or else i wouldnt be able to wake up for tmrw's outing.
P.S: bye shikin(if u're reading this)

2009-12-07T23:50:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YGth7aSd0EM&feature=related
This is funny. go to 0:19.

2009-12-07T22:22:00.005+08:00

(taken from kelvin's blog. its priceless)
Give me a word other then fun to describe something that excites you and you want more of it. No not ecstasy or any other forms of drugs. Because chalet was very fun. ETP was fun. I enjoyed most of the rides.

Yes, i was a scaredy cat/loserr what other words to describe me as lame.I actually thought i was going to die from too much of (heart-shocking-pain inthe throat rides). I told salleha i was kedekut. Which i laugh later on cause it actually meant i was stingy when i actually wanted to say i was penakut- which is scared. woo, complex sentence. Okay back to ETP. I said to salleha many months ago that she have to force me to ride those rides no matter what. she did a good job.hahah. wahh, i feel so proud of myself . I pretty much have salleha to thank for, for giving me the most enjoyable day, that day. That's why shes, my bff.
I think clifton and whoever else who planned the chalet deserved a round of applause for the hardwork they have given to make this event successful. After ETP, everything else was mediocre. Endless heart talks, gossip. Played cards-i still dont understand how to play taiti. Eat, watch Tv and slack.hahaha. Of course cam-whore.

This is definitely the first and the last class gathering i went for the whole of my senior year in sec school. The only class gathering i went which i did not planned.woo, it rhymes. It felt good and i feel free not having to worry if i screw up or any plan did not work out. Its good, sensational to have that feeling. My mind was spinning like a vortex this time, but it is a good kind of vortex. The one you have when you're having -fun. And i am glad that mdm noreha and mr teo and ahem ahem came. Like i said my class didnt bond that much during the first year but we got through. although its too late- we still got through. I wish we could have more of these but i doubt so.

We took class photos-like finally.The closing cremony was the best part- when we're about to bid our goodbyes. Mr teo said some things that were heartfelt.I thought i was going to cry, almost. Mdm noreha prepared a special award ceremony for us. I seriously thought i wasn't getting any award after salleha got hers. Jealousy was never enveloped in my heart cause i've gotten what i've always wanted which is- a class. But i was extremely shocked when i was awarded the 'most pleasant looking girl in class to look at' (female ver).wahhh, cheyy. For the male version it was, clifton, i think? Kelvin and pin sheng got the award for the most look alike? i dont think the look alike. Hmm. raudhah got the award for the most helpful and azhar got an award for something not being able to joke with?haha. The rest who didnt get any, received kisses from mdm noreha. Kisses as in hershey's chocolate kisses. So, overall it was a day well spent. woohoo. If there is a class chalet part 2. i wouldnt mind?

Thank you all you wonderful people who managed to colour my life; making my life more interesting. At least now i have something to look back on. tah.

2009-12-04T23:33:00.009+08:00

I had fun for 2 days in a row, with aaasshhhiikkin.eee, so not comfortable calling her ashikin, shikin better. ok.First meet up was coffeebean, to 'chilleks' i suppose-thats the word she usually use. We watched big bangs' 'comedy' show and other vids on youtube. and the next day(which is totally last minute) was just to lepak at her house. Well, i had to accompany her at her house or else she will be all alone with lucas. ahem ahem.get it? no?nvm. lucas wanted to bake gingerbread for the 'christmas party' they're having nxt nxt week.so he used shikin's oven since he dosent have one. the gingerbread turn out looking disfigured but it was delicious. crunchy on the outside, and soft on the inside.then we ended up karaoke-ing(theres no such word) and chewing magnum mini.yumm. wahh, to think of it i will probably be stuck at home doing nothing, if we didnt meet up. Maybe housework. And somebody actually get paid to do housework.wahh. I owe a chalet post.bye.
P.S: My parents should enter the world book of records for watching 8 straight hours of korean dramas.
P.P.S: Shikin go delete the merepek vids ahh.

Just in case salleha accuse me of not putting her picture up. text me when you're free already.grr.

2009-11-18T22:40:00.003+08:00

I am trying to crack my neck. But it just wouldnt budge. I baked an orange sponge cake today. And i feel awesome cause the cake is delicious. I proved to my mom that i am not all that of a useless daughter she thought i was. Yes, i may not know how to do some simple chores but i know how to bake. good? no? hahaha. Okay its the holiday season, and i am missing my friends. There's this saying where people say that the littlest things people do for you is the best, no doubt i agree. Cause i have had some unfortunate events in my life and this 'little things' managed to perk me up and kept me looking further ahead. This may sound cliche,but life is a roller coaster.
So today, somebody ask me a very very dumb question, which i laugh hysterically after hearing it. The question was, eh do you love your parents? dumb right? which child wouldn't? i guess he was sick in the brain.But i wouldnt blame him.I consider myself very fortunate cause i know i have the most amazing parents i could ever ask for. They stood by me no matter how rude or obnoxious or heinous i am, because I am their only daughter.They gave me a shelter over my head. They gave me an education. And, they shower me with their most sincere love, not even thinking of anything in return. wahhh, deep right?no? My family is not perfect, nobody is. I have had series of cold wars, endless world wars and peace talks-an obstruction can never be avoided right, you either face it or lose it. For the whole 16 going to 17 years of my life, my family has been the ultimate possession i ever had-and it will stay.
HAHAHA. Okay, this post dedicated to my dearest parents, although i hope they wont read it. Its just something i have to write just for memory's sake. Something to look back on. heh.
P.S: i am going out tmrw. To HP with s's ^.^
P.P.S: i know i have huge nostrills -.-

2009-11-15T12:57:00.004+08:00

Its amazing how you can have so much time on your fingers and so little the next. Its amazing how you feel jubilant at first and mad the next. Hahahaha. I am so tired from yesterday, a last minute plan of my family to eat dinner outside and a little bit of shopping which i ended up buying nothing. I guess nothing interests me. So for this whole week, i am indulging myself in online drama. GLEE is kindda fun to watch. That show is just hilarious. Next week, i am all pack for awesome activities. I guess? Ok not that awesome, just awesome. I cant get justin biebers' one time out of my head, blame the radio for playing it over and over again, he's what, 15 and a household name for the music industry now.wahhh seyy. I am planning to catch a movie, again. Soon. Jennifers body was just plain sinful to watch, which i ended up watching thanks to my brother. I guess horny guys and girls would like it. I cant believe its just nc16. I know i sound holy. ok stop. But seriously its a waste of your 8 or 10 dollars if you watch it in the cinemas. Most people watch it to see megan fox, i guess?

2009-11-12T21:46:00.002+08:00

i'm not gonna teach your boyfriend how to dance with you.

2009-10-19T16:49:00.002+08:00

oneandahalfminutes.

I know my blog is collecting dust. Therefore this shall be my last post till o levels. To summarise my whole 4 years in esss could not be limit to this one post. Because the moments be it sad happy ,weird ,angry ,dissapointed, its too special and it could not be explained using words. Sacred to me. I have never expect to find myself forming very close bonds. I've met all kinds of people in this school. Wondeful people- the one you'll remember till the day you depart from earth(im not kidding okay) And, of course the 'unforgettable people'. I hope by putting ' ' you'll understand. If you dont, then thats just too bad. Both will be greatly remembered but with different reasons of course. I hate my life during sec3. Because i didnt feel like i belong to a class. I understand because i belong to the minority group in class, or should i say-the malays. 5 pathetic malays.hahaha. ok stop. Anyway, like i said life during sec3 was a bore to me. I knew limited number of people in my class. The ones i knew which was of a diff class from me during sec2 was cp and gy. See pathetic. But during the year something happen and i stop talking to cp. Then there was gy-his sometimes irritating but kind. Then sec4 life came. I must say during the first few months i was expecting the same thing- and my prediction was right. But it all changed. Somebody broke the vacuum between me and the class.(figuritive speech) I was asked to change seats. I didnt cry because i was sad of not getting to seat with s anymore. I cried because i thought i was being prejudiced. All sorts of questions were running through my head. Why me?why must i change seats? I know lame right, crying because i was asked to change seats, like kindergaten. I find myslef lame too.hahha. What i didnt realise is, it was for the better. I've made new friends because of that. And i ve got myslef a smart buddy, kelvin-his very kind too.hahaha. And jia min, my poa teacher many more in fact. I also got to know the irritating -funny-make you laugh till your stomach hurt people in my class.ahemahem. & i also got inside info on the drama in my class. Like my life suddenly turn the other direction. Pointing me in a diffrent way. Then somehow in between the year, i started talking back to cp, i realise that it was stupid to fight over stupid matters. See, how one change leads to another. And the fairy godmother who' came to salvaged my life and my class was no other than ,mdm noreha. The teacher i despise at first but came to like later on. And she is one of the few teachers that is etched in mind-never forgotten. I must say that the last few months in school were the best. so till now, goodbye.
P.S: tag if you still want to.

2009-10-01T19:02:00.001+08:00

I've got my life in a suitcase and im ready to, run, run ,run away.

2009-09-23T19:00:00.002+08:00

This was my malam raye at selarang, very fun indeed, get to gossip.

Can you spot me? Ok im off to do POA.

2009-09-18T18:12:00.004+08:00

I take the good, throw the bad. I'm glad that fad kept the photos. And i love her so much for posting it at the new guides blog. i kept laughing and laughing when i saw all the photos. Especially this one. Its like a flashback wave thundering my mind. I've got not much time left with this wonderful people, before the 'o' my god is coming. wow, i sounded like im dying. haha.
Looking back at the prelims result i've got to do something, alot of c's. Although its quite an improvement i didnt fail any subject. But compared to my other classmates, i feel like a gundu. They all are getting a's after a's and i get c's after c's. Which is a far cry from what they are getting. If this were the kind of result i obtained during o's, it will get me no where in the bright future. So right now, my future is pretty bleak.
The friendship i've made-although not much, but these people i greatly treasure.S,S. I'm gonna miss all my fellow guides, especially fad. And those who have been there with me for 4 years, like salleha,shikin, azhar and wen. Not to forget raudhah. Graduation is coming, make sure you say something sweet about me, okay?ok im off to watch glee. bye.

2009-09-08T22:56:00.001+08:00

Don't act like you don't know me.
My feet is hurting so bad. There's got to be 5 blisters on my feet.ouch. Did i say blogger is irritating?. Oh yes, i just did

2009-09-01T15:37:00.003+08:00

Get well soon! drinks lotsa of water. as if that will help. can it?
Was shocked to find out that my dear dear friend is down with the virus you-should-not-name.
One week quarantine; must be damn bored being stucked at home. Its okay we'll miss you at school! Remember to take your vitamins. hahahha. not funny.

Time is moving so fast that i am almost out of breath running for it. Next thing you know, you'll be sitting for the major exam. and then graduation. woweee. its going to be a very exhilarating ride to the future. Anyway, i've created dailybooth for fun, so you guys can see my ugly pictures on what i'm doing. am sorry for the short posts nowadays. There is nothing to blog about Cause my life now revolves around school, homewroks, exam and the big 'o' and freaking amaths.i think i might change to tumblr, blogger just irritates me.hmph. Till here then.
Question: What can you do in nineteen minutes?

P.S listen to marriage D' armour, sweeet

2009-08-28T22:31:00.000+08:00

Prelims is over. And im left with just one more hurdle to jump. One big hurdle.woo.

2009-08-09T00:10:00.001+08:00

Lesson #1
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2009-08-07T22:15:00.003+08:00

I just realise that I have two s's to support me whenever I'm down. Im lucky to have these two s's huh? Two s's as my best friend. dont get it? go figure. Today was fun i want it to be played over again.awww. I'll edit tomorrow.
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Yesterday was very fun indeed. School was not, but what happen after school was. Basically, this year we-as in the graduating classes do not have a celebration. Instead, the school decided to prioritise the time for revision. It was fine with me, i understand. So had the usual lessons, chem, eng and phy. When the clock strikes 11, i can see many are on the edge of their seats waiting to be dismissed, sense of euphoria building up, hearts pumping and eyes cornered on the clock that is hammered on the wall. and when we are dismissed ms S said something really sweet. She advised us to take our mind off school and relax-go watch a movie or something. And then when school starts re-focus your attention to SCHOOL. awwww. that was so sweet. So after that, I had to follow salleha and azhar to the canteen to complete their History SEQ.Did i say that it was THREE SEQ. Ya, it was Three SEQ.So i did chem while they did their history.

Went home after that. Nobody was at home and my stomach was starving, mum didnt cooked. SO i had ball cake instead. It wasn't that really fulfilling. Then i went to meet s. We went to the airport cause it was so hot and i need a place full of air-condition. Anyway, i brought my notebook. we web-cam and all with blunderingly-ugly pictures ever. Then we went to play the jigsaw-puzzle thing at T2. So funny, made a fool out of ourselves. thnks. Then we met up with shikin and lucas.heheh. CHATCHATCHAT. Then we walked home. what happen when walking home, i shall not say. but it was the most fun journey home ever. muackkss, readers bye!

2009-08-02T10:01:00.006+08:00

Yesterday I went home at 2 in the morning after sending my brother off from the airport. His all grown-up now ready to be a man. His going to taiwan for almost a month. So take care yea. Never have I seen so many NS men at the airport; all looking the same.weird. So after sending him off, we went to have our 'supper' at Swensens. Afterwards we went home. I felt like theres something missing now-no one to argue with.

Yesterday would be the most acomplished day since i finish my,english, POA tys and chem. I want more of this feeling; so addictive like a drug.Life's being unfair to me now, in so many different ways, but i cant type it all out here cause i know there is going to be some that will read this and i dont want them to know. so yea. maybe i'll change to wordpress so can private some of my posts.maybe.I thought a goodnight sleep would be better but i still feel all the same. Being too dependent on someone brings you many adverse effects, all you got is yourself. you know you are in deep shit when you stone in front of the comp holding back your tears. how sad.
&bye, loseerr

p.s I got band 1 2 2 for prelim oral. nt bad i guess.

2009-08-01T15:24:00.002+08:00

Question, how low can you get?
I had fun with nature that day.I hate this feeling. I feel shitty, sucky and helpless.

2009-07-25T18:39:00.002+08:00

She was lost in so many different ways
Out in the darkness with no guide
I know the cost of a losing hand
Never thought the grace of god go high

I found heaven on earth
You were my last, my first
And then here this voice inside
Ave maria