Happy you called, sad to hear the news :( but it's okay its not that far and its not as if you're half across the world haha

As the light dims by the clouds

The memories that are as cold as the raindrops that are pounding down the window

Are grabbing onto my heart

Sunk in the longing that gets heavier as time passes

Can I travel back time?

If you hug me just like you did before

Then I will be better

I follow the wet and rainy road

And look back to our memories

The blurry rain reminds me of you

And you fill up in my tears

It scatters – the times you were with me, the memories you were with me

Can I travel back time and hug you just like before?

Just for once, even if it’s last

I’ll be better

I'm tired, mentally and physically. I hope you know that I'm not perfect. Nothing I do pleases you. I'm probably one of the people in your life that you are so emabarassed of.

I live and breathe here, not for you. But for myself. Although I know you're the reason I am born into this world but you have no right to take control of my life for yourslef.

aahhhhhhh

thank you so much for everything you've given me. haha and im sorry im nt able to open up to you as much as i would love to. hope you'll understand A.

XOXO

Seeing how pretty it is.......i don't know if i can ever have the heart to write in it HAHAHAHA

Meeting ashraf in abit! to pass me something from his trip! hehehehehe

I hope he bought the stuffs i told him to! And also i get to see my little cousins in awhile since they will be following him! It's been a long time :)

"you don't have to hide your flaws. i have flaws, you have flaws, other people have flaws...human all have flaws. we're not perfect, and never was made to be one. so you don't have to hide your vulnerablity towards me. i like you, for you. and nothing else matters. once in a while I would appreciate it very much....if you'll lean on me...or ask me for help....or at least show me ur a tiny winy bit vulnerable"

HAHAH yaya papaya :))))) thnks uh